herpa derp
Sep. 23rd, 2010 07:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
soloprojectOh my god, I am currently so tired right now. I feel exhausted to the bone because there is so much stuff to do here. And I wish I had the energy to do them all, I really do! However, I am only one person and as they say here in the PH, mahina ang kalaban (the enemy is weak). Every day, I will try to fight.
So tons of stuff happened and I feel like I start every entry with "tons of shit happened"--I continue to update my India blog, http://closetregime.tumblr.com/ <-- I changed the name because the other one wasn't rolling off as well as I wanted and the credit to this totally goes to my girl Juliestarsfell (I miss you!) But you've been busy like a bee.
I don't like feeling like I've fallen off the radar of Livejournal. There has been so much in my life that only LJ and fandoms' gotten me through. Still no internet at home though, which sucks because I want to get back to chatting with more people and posting art and other essential geek crap that I need so I can come down from living in this house with so many people and also all this none essential going out.
♥ STUFF
- Ganpati Bappa Morya! End of the Ganesh festival when they bring the idols to the beach and push them into the water before jumping in to pray. It's so auspicious...I'm not too religious but there is something about having a birthday, moving to India and having this festival all the same time that just thrills me to no end. Because Ganesh is the remover of obstacles and that is especially welcome!
- You know when you're harboring a crush you didn't know you harbored? Yeah, that's all I'm saying on that matter. There's no point thinking about it anymore due to extenuating circumstance and no point dwelling on it. It is contributing to the exhaustion though and my body and mind is threatening to go into a funk.
- There is someone at work who is absolutely pissing me off. Not even directly but more of a case in which I ask myself, fuck is he retarded or something? When I first came to work, he was very friendly and helpful and now he is cold and announces things like "I don't make friends easily" and "I don't like having friends" and it is so completely unprofessional and stupid and the thought of having to go to the office and deal with this immature shit is really dejecting.
So.
I've met some great people here, boys included and I'm not going to lie and say my house right now isn't sexually charged. It is first and foremost a house full of hormonal people in their mid-20s, save for the one girl who is already married (boo!). I don't mind it at all; in fact, it's kind of a relief to meet people who are less inhibited. I don't have any qualms about walking around in my underwear or stripping when I need to change. But I have lived in conservative households where people go swimming in a whole outfit or have to do a horrible towel-covered wiggling dance just to get their bra off. It's never made sense to me and the idea that you have to worry about being sexualized because you crossed the hall to your room from the shower in just a towel is STUPID.
UH, where was I going with this? Oh yes. Sexile. When should it happen? Answer is, it is completely fair when fairly warned. I wish I could go into more detail but I haven't outlined my thoughts on it very well. But in a house where there are three people in one room, two in another....and me in my own room with no one else (yet), guess who is the one who gets favors and first-borns in exchange for use of my room? Yeah, I won't kill you with detail because I know you know that I know what that means. Entails.
And yet, I accept it with a cold sort of acceptance and glee because the novel I write might win the Man Asian in the future. Everything is a story, right? :D
I have to admit, my favorite flavor of Ray is Aviators!Ray and grungy small Frank is always a favorite.
THANK YOU SO MUCH TO THOSE WHO SENT ME NICE BDAY GREETINGS!
So tons of stuff happened and I feel like I start every entry with "tons of shit happened"--I continue to update my India blog, http://closetregime.tumblr.com/ <-- I changed the name because the other one wasn't rolling off as well as I wanted and the credit to this totally goes to my girl Julie
starsfell (I miss you!) But you've been busy like a bee. I don't like feeling like I've fallen off the radar of Livejournal. There has been so much in my life that only LJ and fandoms' gotten me through. Still no internet at home though, which sucks because I want to get back to chatting with more people and posting art and other essential geek crap that I need so I can come down from living in this house with so many people and also all this none essential going out.
♥ STUFF
- Ganpati Bappa Morya! End of the Ganesh festival when they bring the idols to the beach and push them into the water before jumping in to pray. It's so auspicious...I'm not too religious but there is something about having a birthday, moving to India and having this festival all the same time that just thrills me to no end. Because Ganesh is the remover of obstacles and that is especially welcome!
- You know when you're harboring a crush you didn't know you harbored? Yeah, that's all I'm saying on that matter. There's no point thinking about it anymore due to extenuating circumstance and no point dwelling on it. It is contributing to the exhaustion though and my body and mind is threatening to go into a funk.
- There is someone at work who is absolutely pissing me off. Not even directly but more of a case in which I ask myself, fuck is he retarded or something? When I first came to work, he was very friendly and helpful and now he is cold and announces things like "I don't make friends easily" and "I don't like having friends" and it is so completely unprofessional and stupid and the thought of having to go to the office and deal with this immature shit is really dejecting.
So.
I've met some great people here, boys included and I'm not going to lie and say my house right now isn't sexually charged. It is first and foremost a house full of hormonal people in their mid-20s, save for the one girl who is already married (boo!). I don't mind it at all; in fact, it's kind of a relief to meet people who are less inhibited. I don't have any qualms about walking around in my underwear or stripping when I need to change. But I have lived in conservative households where people go swimming in a whole outfit or have to do a horrible towel-covered wiggling dance just to get their bra off. It's never made sense to me and the idea that you have to worry about being sexualized because you crossed the hall to your room from the shower in just a towel is STUPID.
UH, where was I going with this? Oh yes. Sexile. When should it happen? Answer is, it is completely fair when fairly warned. I wish I could go into more detail but I haven't outlined my thoughts on it very well. But in a house where there are three people in one room, two in another....and me in my own room with no one else (yet), guess who is the one who gets favors and first-borns in exchange for use of my room? Yeah, I won't kill you with detail because I know you know that I know what that means. Entails.
And yet, I accept it with a cold sort of acceptance and glee because the novel I write might win the Man Asian in the future. Everything is a story, right? :D
I have to admit, my favorite flavor of Ray is Aviators!Ray and grungy small Frank is always a favorite.
THANK YOU SO MUCH TO THOSE WHO SENT ME NICE BDAY GREETINGS!
